Some sort of blog post

It's been a while since I posted a decent blog so I might as well do one now while I'm bored.

Apparently we still live in the 1990's, since every time someone uses the phone the internet cuts out. We have Telstra Broadband which is supposed to eliminate this problem, yet it still refuses to work properly. We don't pay that little extra each month to have the internet constantly cut out so there's something very wrong with Broadband at the moment.

As if that wasn't enough, Now my MSN won't sign in because apparently my email address does not exist. It's been doing this on and off now for the past month or so and it really pisses me off.

*sigh* On a lighter note, EXAMS IN 2 WEEKS, which means EXAMS IN 2 WEEKS, which also means I am not very happy right now. I'm pretty confident in my ability to write art critiques and media analysis essays, I guess I'll do ok in LIterature but biology and maths is what worriies me, since I fail epically at them both. Maths hates me and I hate it. Biology, well, I was expecting it to be a little more... interesting. So far all we've done is work from a stupid workbook that presents its information in scrambled paragraphs that take an entire page to get to the point. Cellular structure and energy transfer is really not my thing. I can only try I guess.

I swear to the higher power that if my computer tells me that the "local area network cable 2 is unplugged" one more bloody time I am going to throw the computer at something. WHY?!?! WHY MUST TECHNOLOGY BE SO STUPID?!?!?!

Ok... Enough about pathetically riduculously stupid computers and other useless electronic items... Well... It's been so cold these last few days that I'm surprised the weiros aren't dead and frozen. I tried playing my bass this morning but my fingers were too frozen to move properly. The funny thing is that this weather came outta nowhere, I mean it was warm and sunny and then it just... rained... then got cold... and now I am really bored.

I'll write something else later when I'm not as bored. As odd as it sounds that I started writing this BECAUSE I was bored... Shut up. I hate you.

Bye.

When was the last time you swam in a lake?
Probably last summer, around January

If you could have anything right now, what would you want?
Sarah

What's your relationship status?
Taken!! I wouldn't change that for the world.

When was the last time someone asked you your age?
No idea

How would you describe your day today?
Shit boring

If your life was a musical, what song would you sing when you woke up?
"Ugly In The Morning" by Faith No More-

"When the headache is gone, the sun is not. Forgot to turn the alarm... on.. ON! Doesn't matter how much you think, or the number of hairs in the sink, I did it to myself again. I know how piggy feels, he starves without missing a meal, it's getting clearer- DON'T LOOK AT ME, I'M UGLY IN THE MORNING!" Bahahaha

How were you feeling last night?
Incredibly tired.. God, I was tired.

Have you ever been on a train?
Plenty of times

Do you ever sing in the shower?
Nope, it's almost right in the middle of the house. I'm not that brave.

What's your all time favorite movie?
Ace Ventura: Pet Detective

"Le hoo- se herrr.." :P

Are you hungry right now?
Nope. The pizza I had for dinner was oily, that puts me off food for a while.

What color eyes do you wish you had?
I'm fine with the eyes I have, but I wouldn't mind blue eyes

Has anyone ever tried to physically fight you?
Hmm, I imagine it would have happened. I don't take it to heart so I can't remember.

What was the last thing you drank?
Coffee :D

If you could fly, where would you go?
I'd fly over the Nullabor, take in the sights....

When was the last time you were angry?
Right now. My wireless internet is cutting out every 5 bloody seconds.

Do you think before you speak?
Not usually

When was the last time you were nervous?
Thursday, when I went to get my bass. I really did not want to end up on the wrong bus or get there late.

What do you wish you could be doing right now?
Talking in person with Sarah, somewhere warm

What's your worst subject in school?
Maths. Enough said.

Which song ALWAYS makes you cry?
The Rain Song

The last person you hugged tells you they wanna date you, you say...?
I would be confused since they are already dating me

Favorite kind of donut?
Cinnamon. Yea, I'm boring.

What color eyes does the last person you kissed have?
Dazzling blue, green in the right lighting conditions.

Where do you usually order pizza from?
I don't order pizza. Mum usually gets it from bloody Eagle Boys... -_-

How does a typical Saturday go for you?
Sit around doing shit all until Sunday

Have you ever been to New York City?
No, don't plan to. Everyone has bloated egos there.

Do you listen to any band/artist that NONE of your friends have heard about?
No, because I make sure they know EVERYTHING about my favourite artists. Lolz

Which rule does your school have that is ridiculously stupid?
Hmmm, I hate school uniforms. They are expensive and look stupid.

Who has the same middle name as you?
Dunno.

What do most people judge you for?
Probably a geeky nerd with problems. Really, I'm a boganistic rocker who hates homework and as far as I know, I have no problems.

Something embarrassing that happened to you today?
I didn't brush my lusciously sexy hair so it stuck up all day and made me look like an idiot

Have you ever ridden a horse?
I rode a pony at the Gidge show ages ago, when I was like 7

What is your favorite flavor of gum?
Mint.

Does the Lion King make you cry?
Nooo

Your best friend is going to be shot. Would you take a bullet for them?
Anything for me best mate

Are you afraid of catching Swine Flu?
Absolutely terrified. *sarcasm intended*

Pepsi vs Coke: Which do you like better?
Coke is waaay better

Here I sit, starining my neck because I'm sitting slouched over like a Cro Magnon about to discover fire- except that it wasn't Cro Magnons that discovered fire, and the chances of me achieving something through all this are slim to nil. It's been a while since my last post and seeing as though I really can't be bothered filling in on the details, I'll entertain you with this rhyme.

Here's a Llama, there's a Llama, and another little Llama
Funny Llama, fuzzy Llama, Llama, Llama, Duck.
Half a Llama, twice the Llama, not a Llama, Farmer, Llama
Llama in a car, alarm a Llama, Llama Duck.

That's all I ca remember. I'm pretty sure I've even managed to combine two of the verses there as well. Meh. On a brighter note, tomorrow is the day I get my new bass guitar. To make a correction on the model of guitar, it's actually an MB- 05EN, not an 08. It's still pretty much the same thing, I can't see any differences. Nonetheless, I am incredibly excited. I have the money and permission to go to pick it up after school, so I shall do it tomorrow. :D

Hmm.. Faith No More... Awesome...

Shit. I have pulled a muscle in my wrist. Gotta go, post another blog later. As in a few days from now.

^^ For those interested, this is the exact model of the bass I'm soon to complete purchasing. It's a Monterey MB-08EN acoustic-electric bass and damn good quality considering it's second hand. Brand new, these things cost at least $800- I got it for $400! It's a fine addition to my collection, next on the agenda is a new electric since the ol' Ashton is getting old now. If not that then at least some new strings, the ones I have now are lacking in low grumbly sound and instead making a twanging metallic noise, which is really not a good aound to have on stage. Speaking of which, a jam session is long overdue. I'll get around to gathering a few friends this week to organise a little jam session to see whether we have what it takes to form a band.. It's gonna be awesome.

Onto another topic, Leet World. Go to YouTube, type Leet World into the search and watch the series from episode 1. It's bloody hilarious! Watch out for "Player", the guy in the gas mask. He can't speak so uses text and voice-command things instead, and it's so funny. The show is basically a game show between terrorists and counter terrorists who have to live in a house together. It's filmed from the game Counter Strike and is the only time I would ever consider associating myself with the game (it's really nerdy, but this show makes up for that).

Basically, just watch the damn show.

Hmm, what else to talk about... Well I was going to upload some artwork here but the scanner I have won't work with my computer, which really sucks. I shall have to wait until I can find the appropriate software or maybe a new scanner, that is when I have money.

Ok so there's really nothing to talk about. I guess I'd better get going now.

Later dudes.

I apologise for my last post. It was rather, well, heat-of-the-moment, and as you can guess, I was pretty angry at that time. I'm one of those people who is easily bored, and the holidays did that for me. I ended up spending the last day on a wild adventure from my place to Midland and back, almost entirely without parental help (I'll get to that later). I caught a bus to Midland after thinking I had missed it since the bloody thing went right past me TWICE and didn't stop. Turns out my SmartRider card is empty, I shall have to put some money on it before I go and pay off the remainder of my bass. Anyway, I arrived at Midland and got off at the station so that I could familiarise myself with the area, discovered an ACTUAL music store in Midland (omfog), and payed some of my bass off. I proceeded back to the music store and spent an hour playing all the bass and drums they had, gawking over the Fenders and then muttering at the fact I had no money. I then wandered Midland Gate in search of a bloody shop that would let me get out $2 so that I could get home, and finally managed to get some cash out at Coles, of all places. Then the bus ride home, went to Mundaring and got off before realising I shouldn't have since the next bus to Wundowie was at 3:50 and it was around 1 when I got off. I wandered around for a bit, looked through shops, the arts centre, just to kill a bit of time. Then, feeling bored and edventurous, made my way to Mount Helena on foot. That's right, I walked to Mount Helena. As if that wasn't enough, I got bored of being there too so I walked down the track to Chidlow. By this time it was getting late and I was incredibly tired and footsore so I continued on through the back roads and met with Sarah, where I stayed and called Steve to please come and get me. In all it was a rather fun day, and I went to school the next day tired and very much in pain. Nonetheless, It was an adventure outside my boring comfort zone.

As for today and yesterday, boring. School becomesextremely stressful around this time of year and I'm starting to find all this fatigue to be very draining on my potential. I write this as I struggle to keep my eyes open so I'd better post and be gone.

Bai.

Why is life so stupid at this age

Ok, so now I am going to tackle a huge question that probably can be answered with a lot more simplicity. But however this answer turns out, it'll be valid to the extent of my experiences.

Actually this is going to be tricky considering my brother and his friend are high on sugar or something in the same room and they won't stop bloody laughing so I am bloody annoyed right now.

And it doesn't help that Mum has installed a fucking safety internet block shit piece of stupid fucking software that blocks pretty much everything that isn't Google related (I'm lucky to be able to blog right now).. I can't get onto MySpace, Facebook and a lot of my email content is either blocked or inaccessible. I swear to God that Mum is trying to intentionally kill my social life and turn me into a friendless zombie so that I become depressed and withdrawn like I was all the way through primary school. I haven't even gone for my L's yet and I've been 16 for about 4 months now. Apparently it's "too far to drive" and "too inconvenient", and every time I enquire they insist I need to study for the test.. I've been ready for the fucking test since late March. I imagine I should have my L's by about late May 2010, and I'll have my P's by the time I'm 25. Taking into account the fact my parents don't own a manual car, we're too poor to afford decent food let alone a small car for myself, and mum doesn't drive anywhere anyway (well, unless she's going to pick up a table from Fremantle at 8pm, that is INFINITELY more important than dropping me off at friends' houses or teaching me to drive). Basically, I'm not going to get my license for about 10 years. Ok, slight exagerration, more like three years. But still.

ANYWAY... Life sucks at the moment. Not so much for me, but a lot of people around me. Friendship issues (at THIS bloody age?), family issues (being treated like a little kid because mummy doesn't want little Johnny to grow up even though he's old enough to legally do a lot of adult things and almost old enough to move out of home, for godsake), school (exams coming up... homework... homework... homework... homework... homework... homework...)... Basically this is one of the toughest years of our lives. Though if you include all of the good times in between the crap, it's easily the best year for most of us. I mean, I've discovered that I actually am not a kid any more, wait.. is that a bad thing? My dad was doing way more things while he was younger than me than I ever get to do. If only I lived with him.. I hate not having my dad around. It sucks. I'm not a kid anymore. I need my dad around EVEN MORE than I did when I was a kid; whenever I go to visit him, when he's not stuck with my younger siblings, we go out and do some awesome stuff. Boy's stuff. But I only get to do that on average once a month, if I'm lucky. If I didn't have so many fucking brothers and sisters maybe I would be able to do stuff at home, and Mum wouldn't divert so much attention to my parasitic sisters, both aged under 4, who cry at the drop of a hat and scream at the drop of that same hat. Come to think of it, when the eldest isn't trying to destroy DVDs or learn percussion on the fridge and floor as loud as she can, and the youngest isn't scraping the floor with her walking thingo, they scream almost 70% of the time in between. That's harsh and doesn't make sense, but my point is... Their constant crying and the fact they draw most of mum's attention is REALLY wearing down on me. Ha, it must sound like I'm the toddler, craving mum's attention. I need the attention that is "if you have homework make sure you spend enough time on it" and "If you want to go for your L's then I can take you sometime this week" and "who's this friend that you mentioned, is he nice?"... Hell, I could even go for some chores around the house. Something to do. But then I refuse to clean mess that I had nothing to do with. I will force the one who made it to clean it with their tongue, then give them a paper towel and some Pine O Clean and tell them to clean it again. I don't even know what I was talking about any more. Oh yea... Parental attention. I don't really want to be smothered, but then I would like a bit of support. But meh, what are you gonna do.

So... Anyway... No bus service in this town on weekends... It sucks... Especially when driving a 40 minute round is a huge drama for parents... And I haven't got my L's yet...

SpongeBob SquarePants.

Byes.

Random Quiz

I am more or less fascinated by these quizzes- the ones that people complete in the MySpace forum thingo. They fascinate me because I actually find them amusing, and it takes a lot to amuse me with simple words and phrases. So anyway, here it is.

Do you want a boyfriend / girlfriend?
I have a girlfriend, a very beautiful, brilliant one.

How many texts are in your inbox?
About 30

Have you ever kissed anyone in the past week?
*snif* No... *cries*

What can you say about the first girl on your top?
I love her.

What about first boy?
Douchebag. Lol, joking. You're pretty awesome Tom.

Would it hurt seeing someone make out with the last person you kissed?
It would hurt like a bitch. Fortunately it's not going to happen. :P

Your ex calls you to hang out what do you say?
Sorry, but you seem to have a problem with me... Why would you want to hang with me?

Last person you gave a hug to (not family)?
Sarah <3

What do you hear right now?
A water fountain and some guy on TV

Where's your phone right now?
To be honest, no idea. Most likely on my bed.

How are you feeling?
My neck hurts from being hunched over the keyboard all day... Other than that, quite alright.

Do you think anyone stalks you?
Only the RAC (inside joke)

You're trapped in a room with your ex for 3 days, what do you do?
Sit on my bed with my bass scowling and moping.

Have you seen anyone you knew and purposely avoided them?
Yea, sometimes it's easier to avoid people who love to have long conversations when you're busy.

Do you say sorry first?
I say it too often. :(

Think of the last time you were REALLY angry when was it?
Today. When my computer froze for no apparent reason.

Name something you are doing tonight?
I'll most likely fall asleep and stay that way 'til 10 tomorrow.

Is there someone you can't stop thinking about?
Sarah <3<3

Will tomorrow be better than today?
I bloody hope so.

What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails?
Lip

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
Definitely

Is a best friend or ex pissing you off at the moment?
*sigh* yes.

Who are all of your texts from?
Pretty much all of them are from Sarah.

anybody on your top friends ever admitted to liking you?
Yes.

Do you trust all your friends?
Most of them.

When is the next time you'll see the second person on your top?
On Thursday!!! Can't wait!

Do you think you've changed over the past year?
Most definitely

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
No... I look forward to it.

What kind of music annoys you most?
Emo, hip hop and rap.

Do you like peanut butter?
I go through phases... At the moment, no.


Who owns the last two cars you rode in?
Mum and Nick's Mum

Do you feel awkward when strangers say hi to you?
Yes, it makes me feel kinda weird... Unless they're RSL guys or from the Salvos. Very nice people. Keep up the excellent work!

Are you taller than your mom?
Almost. I'm taller than my dad :P

Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
Oh yes. Good butterflies.

Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
Sarah, also Nick.

Do you plan on moving out next year?
I WISH.

Where did your last hug take place?
School. It wasn't very nice because some fat loser chick pointed us out and screamed "Get a room!" Ugh.

Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past month?
Yes. Loved every second of it.

Who's the last guy you spoke to?
Tom, on MSN.

Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
Nick and Sarah, not really anyone else.

Is this year the best year of your life?
YES!!! I'm loving this year!

Looking back, did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy/girl?
Yes.

Could you ever be friends again with someone that broke your heart?
I'm not that forgiving, my heart was broken pretty badly.

Are your eyes the same color as your mum's or dad's?
My eyes have two colours, both from my parents- green and brown. It's really weird, although some say it's fascinating.

Do you find guys/ girls with facial piercings attractive?
Not really... Depends.

Does the person you want most right now know that you want them?
I shall find out- hang on a sec.
[pending]
[pending]
Ok, she is. To be honest I didn't really WANT her, so to speak, at that point... It's mutual. I want her, but in a friendly kind of way.

Have you ever gotten in a fight with someone, and never made up?
Plenty of times.

Do you think age matters in relationships?
If it's a huge age difference, yes.

Have you ever taken a non-sexual shower with a member of the same sex?
What the hell? NO! Why would I take a shower with a dude?

How do you vent your anger?
Stress ball, angry music, playing angry music on my bass. Punching things. Cursing.

Would you be able to tell someone you love them, even if you didn’t feel it?
I wouldn't lie that badly.

Do you keep your relationship status to your self?
Nope. It's kinda difficult to.

Do you hate the last guy/girl you had a thing with?
Depends what you mean by "thing".

Have you ever blocked someone on myspace?
Nope.

What is the connection between the last person who called you?
She's my girlfriend.

Are you looking forward to anything?
Seeing my friends on Thursday.

Are your parents divorced?
Sadly, yes.

Are you drifting apart from someone?
I sure hope not

What were you doing at 10am?
Sleeping

What are you listening to at the moment?
I'm pretty sure I already answered a similar question

Who did you last recieve a myspace message from?
Sarah

Who's your top friend?
Best friend= Nick

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating?
I wouldn't THINK of cheating.

Think of the last person who said I love you that wasnt family, what did you say?
I love you too... Something like that...

What type of day are you having?
A boring one.

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
No idea.

Are you in a good mood?
Sorta.